why am i still going

[furysparks]

Flynn: Yuri...
Yuri: ...Flynn. A word?
Flynn: Very well. Let's talk over there.
Yuri: Just what the hell are you doing?!
Yuri: What happened to advancing as a Knight and fixing the empire from within?
Yuri: You've been nothing more than a damn puppet on Alexei's string.
Yuri: Don't you dare tell me that the Don and Belius died for nothing more than that!
Yuri: He was there working alongside you this whole time, Flynn! How could you possibly not know!
Flynn: I'm sorry...
Yuri: Why, though? Did you go along with it because Ioder trusted Alexei?
Flynn: His Highness is not to blame. I had total confidence in Alexei. The responsibility is mine.
Yuri: So your pursuit of the apatheia at Nordopolica was on Alexei's orders, I presume.
Flynn: Yeah...
Yuri: You'd better start talking. Tell me what happened.
Yuri: There's no reason to worry about exposing the "Commandant" now.
Flynn: The conversion of Heliord into a military installation, the abuse of the residents at Mantaic...
Flynn: All of Cumore's activities, the forbidden development of new blastia...
Flynn: All of these were carried out under Commandant's...under Alexei's orders.
Yuri: Well, you've grown up to be a model knight. Unquestioned allegiance to your country. That's nice.
Flynn: The Commandant...Alexei was not always this way!
Flynn: You, of all people should remember. Those who are just will lead lives of prosperity. That was the ideal Alexei once held dear.
Flynn: That was why I...
Yuri: But all it's done for you is help you lose sight of your original intentions.
Flynn: ....
Yuri: Not that I have much right to preach to you, after I let them run off with Estelle like that.
Flynn: No. That never would have happened if I hadn't been blind to Alexei's true nature. 
Flynn: I had grown far too used to simply obeying orders like a good knight, even when I doubted them.
Flynn: It was my lack of thought that brought this about...!
Rita: Since when is moaning and whining part of a knight's job description?
Witcher: You impudent...!
Flynn: No, it is as she says. I must shoulder this responsibility.
Sodia: Captain! What should be done about His Highness?!
Sodia: If anything were to happen to him, the empire...
Flynn: I know. That's why this brigade is concentrating all our efforts on ensuring his safety.
Sodia: But Captain...!
Yuri: Damn it, Flynn...
Yuri: I didn't yell at you to have you turn around and start telling me what to do.
Yuri: Brave Vesperia's going to rescue Estelle.
Flynn: Yuri. Thanks.